The Autism Mom Coach with Lisa Candera | How We Make Parenting Harder on Ourselves (MVP)

We have made it to the New Year—a fresh start and a new beginning. With that, I’ve decided to remind you of what I shared in the very first episode of this podcast: as the parents of children with Autism, we often make parenting difficult for ourselves without realizing we’re adding to the pain we’re already experiencing.

If you find yourself constantly stressing about your child’s future, worrying you’re not able to give them the right kind of support, and putting yourself and your own needs on the back burner, today’s episode is for you. Parenting a child with Autism is hard, but are you making it even harder for yourself?

Tune in this week to discover how we make parenting difficult for ourselves. I’m discussing why Autism isn’t a problem that needs solving, how to identify the thoughts that are making your job as a parent even harder, and I’m giving you a simple tool to make parenting a happier, more confident, and peaceful experience for you and your child.

 

 

If you’re ready to apply the principles you’re learning in these episodes, it’s time to schedule a consultation call with me. Real change comes from application and implementation, and this is exactly what we do in my one-on-one program. To schedule your consultation, click here! 

 

 

What You’ll Learn from this Episode:

  • Why Autism is not a problem to be solved.
  • 3 ways parents of children with Autism are making life harder than it needs to be.
  • Your most important job is as a mother in supporting your child.
  • A simple tool I use to get clear on how to move forward in challenging parenting situations.

 

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Full Episode Transcript:

You are listening to episode 96 of The Autism Mom Coach, How We Make Parenting Harder on Ourselves.

Welcome to The Autism Mom Coach podcast, I am your host, Lisa Candera. I am a lawyer, a life coach, and most importantly, I am the full-time single mother of a teenager with Autism and other comorbid diagnoses. I know what it is like to wonder if you are doing enough or the right things for your child and to live in fear of their future.

I also know that constantly fueling yourself with fear and anxiety is not sustainable for you or of any benefit to your child. That is why in this podcast I will share practical strategies and tools you can use to shift from a chronic state of fight, flight to some calm and ease. You are your child’s greatest resource, let’s take care of you.

Hello everyone and Happy New Year. I hope you had a wonderful and relaxing holiday and that you are doing well. I am actually recording this episode in December, early December so it is not quite the new year for me. And I had planned to bring you a brand new episode for the new year but as it turns out, I am not feeling very well. So instead of launching into new episodes, I am bringing you a replay of the very first episode of the podcast which I recorded almost two whole years ago.

So in this episode, how we make parenting harder on ourselves, I talk a bit about the podcast and what you can expect. But the heart of the episode is really talking about the ways in which we as parents create more pain and more suffering for ourselves in the way that we treat ourselves. And I have to say these issues that I identified in this podcast have remained consistent for my clients over the last two years.

I regularly coach my clients on blame and shame, second guessing themselves, not trusting themselves, beating themselves for not being clairvoyant or all-knowing or ever present. So this is all to say that the issues identified in the first podcast episode continue to be relevant and I’m betting that they are relevant to you. So that’s why I think for the new year, before we go forward, it’s always good to look back because for me the new year isn’t just about setting new intentions, it’s about evaluating as well. And that is something I’m going to be teaching you in upcoming episodes.

When we’re deciding how we want to go forward we need to look back on the things that worked, the things that didn’t work and how we want to show up differently. And that is what will be coming to you in future episodes. But for right now I want to take a step back and take a look at the ways that you may be making your parenting experience more difficult than it needs to be. Because the fact is, the actions of blaming and shaming, second guessing yourself, beating yourself up, these are all actions that you’re taking proactively and you don’t have to.

You could actually decide not to do these things because really they have no value to you. They don’t make you better. They don’t make you more confident, that’s for sure. All of these actions that we are taking. They’re like enforced errors against ourselves. They serve no purpose and they are things that we are doing that we could actually proactively avoid. And that is really the work of coaching because I could tell you all of the things and you could know them intellectually, yeah, I shouldn’t do that. That’s a bad idea. Yeah, that doesn’t make me feel good.

There is a big difference between knowing something intellectually, even agreeing with it and then living it. And so that really is the work of coaching. And that’s the work that I do with my clients, it’s the new year, it’s your opportunity to show up to your parenting experience as a new version of yourself.

If this is something that you want to do, now is the time to schedule a consultation call with me. We will talk about where you are and how coaching can transform all of that for you. To schedule your complimentary consultation call, you can go to the show notes or my episode website. Alright, with that, let’s relisten to the first episode of the podcast.

My name is Lisa Candera and I am a single mom to a teen boy with Autism. My son, Ben and I live in Connecticut with our two cats, Ray and Finn. You will hear more about me and Ben in future episodes as I teach concepts and provide examples for my own life and the lives of my clients.

But this podcast is not about me or my son, or even my cats. It is about you, the mom raising a child or children with Autism. The mom who is walking on eggshells hoping to get through the day without another meltdown. The mom who is white knuckling it trying to do all the things she can to help her child while paying little to no attention to herself. The mom who can’t enjoy the quiet days or minutes because she is bracing herself for the next thing. If this is you, I got you. I’ve been there and I know how it feels.

In this podcast I will share the strategies I have learned through life coaching and that have supported me in letting go of the idea that Autism is in charge of my life, that I should have all of the answers and just know what to do. Or that my love, advocacy and resourcefulness will somehow spare myself and my son from the pain of uncertainty.

Before I get into what I teach I want to share with you what you can expect from me and this podcast. First, Autism is not a problem to be solved. In this podcast I will not be discussing the causes or possible cures for Autism. There are researchers, doctors and scientists who are focused on finding answers to these questions and for that I am glad.

My focus will be on how to support yourself and thrive in your life right now as it is regardless of what caused Autism or whether there is a cure for it because right now you are struggling. Right now you are suffering and for that I want to support you.

Second, we are not here to fix our kids. They are not broken. They are different. This is not a problem. The problem is how we are thinking and feeling about those differences and what we are making them mean about our child and ourselves. The problem is that we think it is our job to fix it but it isn’t. Our job is to unconditionally love and support our children in becoming who they are even if it does not look the way we thought it would, think it should or what the what to expect books led us to believe.

By the way, can you imagine a what to expect series for kids with Autism, a real raw preview and validation of what we experience like year two your child doesn’t talk. You bring it up to the pediatrician but they tell you it’s because he’s a boy, or because he’s the first born, or because he’s the second born, or because she’s the youngest. And then year four your child may or may not speak, you will begin to learn charades as they point to things, yell, scream and pinch you while you try to interpret what they want. I think it would be a bestseller.

Third, we are making it harder than it needs to be. Parenting a child with Autism is hard. And we tend to make it harder than it has to be, a lot harder. Let me give you some examples of what I mean when I say we make it harder. First, we should ourselves. We tell ourselves things like, I should know what to do, I should stay calm, I should be able to go to Target without my 10-year-old melting down.

For example, during virtual schooling in 2020 I lost my cool with my son many times. He had outbursts throughout the day due to his fear and anxiety and I kept my cool most of the time. But when I lost it I went all in, yelling, screaming, and behaving in the same ways that he was. And afterwards I would feel so guilty telling myself I should stay calm, I shouldn’t get angry. I should be able to handle this. And the more I told myself this, the more I believed this, the harder I made it on myself.

Second, we time travel to worst case scenarios. I can’t tell you how many times I cried on the car ride home from a birthday party, family event, or a trip to the zoo thinking things like if he is like this now, what will he be like in five, 10 or 15 years? How will I handle him when he’s older, bigger and stronger? And if I don’t get him under control now he will never have friends.

Guess what? In all the years I’ve been doing this, terrorizing myself with worst case scenario thoughts it has never once helped me. For instance, last year I lived a worst-case scenario twice, when I made the decisions to admit my son to an Autism inpatient hospital for treatment. And from living a worst-case scenario I can tell you that the reality of it was hard, it was really hard but it still was not as hard as I made it with my worst-case scenario thoughts like he will hate me, I have lost him forever and our lives are over.

Third, we don’t ask for help for ourselves. We are not an afterthought because we are not a thought in the first place. All of our focus is on our children and their needs. We think if they’re okay then I’ll be okay but it’s just the opposite. If you are thinking, please spare me the oxygen mask analogy, I get it. I used to roll my eyes at this analogy the first few times I heard it applied to special needs parenting.

But I need to tell you, I’ve learned the hard way that it is 100% true. Here’s why, you are your child’s greatest resource. No doctor, therapist, teacher or medication, none of it is more important than you are. If you burn out your child loses. By contrast, if you take the time to care for yourself and nourish your resilience you will have more ability and capacity to care for your child.

So, these are just some of the ways we make parenting a special needs child even harder on ourselves. We should ourselves, we scare ourselves with worst case scenarios and we don’t take care of ourselves. If this sounds like you and you want to find a better way, keep listening. In this podcast I will offer you practical actionable steps you can take and apply to your life right now to bring some ease to the challenges of special needs parenting. And I will be there alongside of you.

As I said, I am a mother of a teen with Autism and we are in the thick of it right now. I work on these skills every day and some days are better than others. I still lose my shit. I still have should thoughts. And I still time travel but I recover faster. I don’t hang out with these thoughts as long as I used to and I have the ability to redirect myself in the direction I want to go instead of staying stuck.

With that I want to teach you a tool called powerful questions that you can use when you are having a difficult time. Powerful questions are positive thought provoking and proactive questions. They send us searching for our own answers. This simple tool is so effective because our brains do not like open loops. And an unanswered question is an open loop. So, when you ask yourself a powerful question like, what can I do in this moment to bring some ease to this situation? What can I do right now to make this a little bit easier on myself? Or, how can I support myself?

When you ask yourself powerful questions like this you put your brain to work on finding answers. Maybe you can pause and take deep breaths. Maybe you could walk away for a moment. Or maybe you can tag in your partner. Whatever it is when you ask yourself a powerful question you are no longer stuck in negativity or victimhood. You are finding answers, you are moving forward and you are no longer making this harder than it needs to be. Give this a try and let me know how it goes. Thank you so much, have a happy Holiday and great New Year.

Thanks for listening to The Autism Mom Coach. If you are ready to apply the principles you are learning in these episodes to your life, it is time to schedule a consultation call with me. Podcasts are great but the ahas are fleeting. Real change comes from application and implementation and this is exactly what we do in my one-on-one coaching program. To schedule your consultation, go to my website, theAutismmomcoach.com, Work With Me and take the first step to taking better care of yourself so that you can show up as the parent you want to be for your child with Autism.

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